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Want It? - Album

Want It?

I tried to think of a song
I fell asleep in your clothes
It felt so cozy and warm
I fell in love with your touch

Loving is something that I
I overlooked in my life
There’s something I’d like to try
If it’s alright with

You
We can work through this
All of it 
I do not want to lose you now

Is there something wrong with me
Or this thought called love
Did you want it, want it, want it

I’ve been thinking too much of you
Like a drug I use
Do you want it, want it, want it

I’ve been told that I’m wrong
By all the ones who let go
The people I’ve grown to trust
It’s all that I’ve ever known

You’ll never poison my life
You’ve always stuck to the code
So whatcha doin’ tonight 
I really want to

Know 
Can we work through this
All of it
I do not want to lose you now

Is there something wrong with me
Or this thought called love
Did you want it, want it, want it

I’ve been thinking too much of you
Like a drug I use
Do you want it, want it, want it

Is there something wrong with me
Or this thought called love
Did you want it, want it, want it

I’ve been thinking too much of you
Like a drug I use
Do you want it, want it, want it

I don’t wanna lose you now
We both know how
To let it slip away (Want It)

Stay here next to me
Tell me honestly 
Did you want it, want it, want it

Lifeline

I need a lifeline
Tell me what you think tonight
One more time you heard me right
He- heard me right

I gotta catch a ride
See you honey, told you right
I’ve been waiting for a feeling like this

Maybe I’m learning
How to let somebody in
All my gears are turnin’
Maybe this all could fit

Fuck this I’ll cut it
I won’t play pretend
So I’ll start runnin’
But this time it’s different

Now your chasin’ me 
Stop playin’ with me
Can’t take these games
I’ll scratch my name right

Off your list 
And throw a fit
But you’ll come back anyway

Your loving feels so fine
I’ll call you up in no time
Just remember that

You’re my lifeline
You can pull me out tonight
Windows down, see city lights
ci- city lights

You’re my good times
Can’t just let them pass me by
Over and over I’m feeling alive 
Don’t let go this time

You’re my daylight
Breaking through another night
Never knew I’d feel this high
Feel- feel this high

Be my lifeline
Don’t you leave me here behind
If tomorrow changes sides
Stay with me tonight

I’ve been counting down 
Every minute till you’re here
Funny how the silence
Starts to disappear

We could drive forever
Never need a plan
Maybe I’ve been waiting 
Just to find your hand

Every little word
Gets me laughing way too much
Never thought I’d miss 
Something as simple as your touch

Everybody’s talking
Saying we’ll burn out
I don’t hear a thing
When you’re around

Yesterday I swore 
I was better on my own
Now I’m checking every road 
Just to get me back home

Funny how a stranger
Starts to feel so known

You’re my lifeline
You can pull me out tonight
Windows down, see city lights
ci- city lights

You’re my good times
Can’t just let them pass me by
Over and over I’m feeling alive 
Don’t let go this time

You’re my daylight
Breaking through another night
Never knew I’d feel this high
Feel- feel this high

Be my lifeline
Don’t you leave me here behind
If tomorrow changes sides
Stay with me tonight

Stuck

Will you notice me
I’m falling into an epitome of my belief 
It’s hard to think 
I’m trying to leave
This place that I’m stuck in

This place I live
Is following my every move
I try to leave
I tried too soon
They followed me
To my tomb

Now I’m stuck
Follow me and we’ll start 
With the trust in your heart

Leave
This wretched place
And we’ll go
To a place we don’t know

Lost inside of my
Passion to succeed in life
I don’t have time to pass this by 
And leave you here

Running from the things 
That the kept me buried underneath
I shut my eyes to find relief
But every road leads back to me

The shadows grow
Beside my feet 
I hear them call
My name in sleep

Now I’m stuck
Follow me and we’ll start 
With the trust in your heart

Leave
This wretched place
And we’ll go
To a place we don’t know

Again

Run away with me
I’ll be your one and only
One and only

I can barely sleep
Stuck inside my dream
Inside of my dreams

I can barely hold on 
To what I know is real
But when it doesn’t feel wrong
I feel it

So I’m thinking tonight
You and I
We’re drinking again, again, again, again.
Again, again, again.

Til’ we’re black and white
That’s all I’m saying
We’ll do it again, again, again, again.
Again, again, again.

They took me away
I’m leaving today
I’m on my way

Fuck life I’m done
Sitting at these red lights I’ll run
I’m speeding away
I’ll leave them something to say

I can barely hold on 
To what I know is real
But when it doesn’t feel wrong
I feel it

So I’m thinking tonight
You and I
We’re drinking again, again, again, again.
Again, again, again.

Til’ we’re black and white
That’s all I’m saying
We’ll do it again, again, again, again.
Again, again, again.

You bring me to life
When I am dying
You can’t throw it away
No not today

(echoes: I can barely hold on)

it's over

Waste all of my time
Well I can’t do it all
Hold on…
I can’t run through this maze on my own

It’s sickening
I’m getting deafened
By an addictive obsession 
That’s all I can preface
It’s all I know

Hold on…
If it’s really over
Then all I can shoulder
Is this blame that’s weighing

Over me
You were all I could see
All I envisioned 
Over a dumb decision

I walk through these places
They don’t feel like mine
Like every corner’s
A picture I’m taking in my mind

And I hear your voice
In a crowded room
But it fades out
Before I can move

I can’t pretend that it isn’t real
I need to compensate for all these feelings I used to feel
But it’s not that easy
It’s not enough

And now it’s quiet in a different way
I’m stuck between what I should and shouldn’t say
Anymore

So I let go
Of what I knew
I can’t come home back to you 
There’s nothing to say

And if it’s really over
There’s nothing left to prove
Just the weight of what I did
And what I couldn’t do

Hold on…
If it’s really over
Then all I can shoulder
Is this blame that’s weighing

Over me
You were all I could see
All I envisioned 
Over a dumb decision

DUMB

Dumb
Remind me something I can I can’t 
Do, oh I can’t do

No clue
Run out through my window search for something
Hide the bloodstains in my carpet

You
Oh I can’t lose

Bring me to your life
My black and swollen eyes
Can’t take another lie

Bring me to your life
I’ll take another try
Even if I die

Do you want me
Am I just here to bleed
There’s nothing left for me

Dumb
Remind me something I can I can’t 
Do, oh I can’t do

No clue
Run out through my window search for something
Hide the bloodstains in my carpet

Dumb
I’m falling in love
Dumb
For falling in love

Undeserving

Look at me
You see me
Believing I’m worth something

See it in your face
You lie straight through your teeth
Thinking 
Undeserving

I’ll fade away
Dreamin’ of a life that’s worth it

They put me here
I could not see
Don’t leave me dear

I bit my tongue
Until it bled
I’m starin’ at my ceiling

Another wasted name
They’re all just the same
Repeating words that just don’t
They just don’t make sense

I’ll find myself
And put you on my shelf
Wonderin’ 
Is it worth it

I’ll fade away
Dreamin’ of a life that’s worth it

They put me here
I could not see
Don’t leave me dear

Home

I finally made it home
It doesn’t feel the same
Every room remembers 
Something with your name

I leave the TV on
To fill the empty space
Lost inside my mind
That I can’t erase

I wanted somewhere
Where we could grow old
Leave our problems at the door

Maybe home 
Was never a place
But a thought I had
That I could not chase

hurt

My death awaits me
And feel alone
Longing for something
That I don’t know

Search for redemption
And get rejected
A new direction
That I’m headed

Oh you little thing
Why don’t you hurt me
And put me back into my place

I feel the sun
Shining down on me
It hurts to feel your rays

I’m sickened
Burning vision
Keep your eyes on me 
Don’t turn away

I’m burning 
Hurting waiting for you
Just warning so I’ll
I’ll play by the rules

Oh you little thing
Why don’t you hurt me
And put me back into my place

I feel the sun
Shining down on me
It hurts to feel your rays

I’m sickened
Burning vision
Keep your eyes on me

I feel the sun
Shining down on me
It hurts to feel your rays

I’m sickened
Burning vision
Keep your eyes on me 
Don’t turn away
 

Singles

Trying To…

Woke up in my old apartment
Couldn’t help but see your face inside my 
Head
Running in circles tryin’ to get out of my bed

I can’t find my feet
I’m slippin’ away
From who I wanna be

I let a spark off in my mind
And now I see how you feel

And now I’m stuck where I began
But the walls don’t feel the same
Every street still says your name

I’m just a ghost of who I am
You kicked me away, was that the plan
Now I’m stuck here trying to

Stood up and I don’t know where I
Fell from I guess up in sky
Picking up the pieces from my mind

And I tried a little too hard
I felt the top and went too far

Loving you is like a chore
It’s every day you ask for more

You pull me close, and then you let me bleed
I’m still hooked on what I think I need 
Guess some things just never change

And now I’m stuck where I began
But the walls don’t feel the same
Every street still says your name

I’m just a ghost of who I am
You kicked me away, was that the plan
Now I’m stuck here trying to

Summer Rain

Faded signs along the road
Headlights flicker as I go
Breathing in the silent glow
Where I end, I’ll never know

I feel you fading slow
Through every sound I know
Lost in your afterglow
Now I can’t just let you go

Let me drown inside your light
Pull me under, out of sight
I’ll dissolve into the sound
Feel your echo all around

Leave me where the shadows fade
Where our quiet ghosts remain
In the noise I hear your name
Fading slow like summer rain 

I hear your name

Lights bend and break in my mind
Time slips away, undefined
Your touch burns in the dark
I keep silence in my heart

Lights bend and break in my mind
Time slips away, undefined
Your touch burns in the dark
I keep silence in my heart

Let me drown inside your light
Pull me under, out of sight
I’ll dissolve into the sound
Feel your echo all around

Leave me where the shadows fade
Where our quiet ghosts remain
In the noise I hear your name
Fading slow like summer rain 

Like summer rain

Summer rain oh

PastLife

I saw your face
In the nearer sea
A flash of light
Where you used to be

Velvet sky
And paper wings
Entangled in a silent scream

Echoes through glass
I’m reaching behind
For a life I lived
In another time
In another time

I know I knew you
Somewhere else
Where silence wept
And time was felt

Now all that is left
Is memory ache
And the softest scream I can’t unmake

Echoes through glass
I’m reaching behind (Can’t unmake) 
For a life I lived (Can’t unmake, can’t unmake)
In another time (Woah)
In another time

Blame

I painted your halo a gold-colored red
It frayed every time you crept into my head
Now I see clearly through all your disguise
No one can hide from your little lies

You danced through the mess like it wasn’t your fault
Said love like a riddle and left with the vault
Lit every fuse with a kiss on the cheek
Then vanished the second I started to speak

You smiled like the world couldn’t touch you at all (ooh's)
But I saw the cracks in your porcelain wall
Every time you said that "you can believe me"
Just the words you used to deceive me

Wrapped in your lips and your deluded smile
Played me in silence made hurting worthwhile
Twisting your lies like a knife in my name
Then laughed while you watched me shoulder the blame

You shoulder the blame

Shoulder the blame 

I traced every promise you etched in the dark
Believed every bruise was just part of your art
But now I see clearer through all your disguise 
Even monsters can wear angel eyes

You smiled like the world couldn’t touch you at all (ooh's)
But I saw the cracks in your porcelain wall (Can wear angel eyes)
Every time you said that "you can believe me"
Just the words you used to deceive me

Wrapped in your lips and your deluded smile
Played me in silence made hurting worthwhile
Twisting your lies like a knife in my name
Then laughed while you watched me shoulder the blame

Shoulder the blame

Shoulder the blame

loved.

I woke up to a message, it didn’t make sense
You said it’s over, I’m left in suspense 
You said “it’s not you, but I’m not okay”
I don’t know what happened you just walked away
Walked away
Now I’m lost, don’t know why you changed your mind

If you cared, why walk away

Now I’m stuck here with nothing to say 
You left me wondering, no reason why

I thought I was loved, we were doing just fine
Now i’m lost, cause you changed your mind
Thought I was loved, we were doin just fine
Now I’m lost, in the midst of my mind